my preggo dreams are crazy. besides having these insane sex dreams that literally wake me up, I'm also having horrible dreams about orion leaving me and my parents dying.
when I was about 6 and half weeks pregs I had this horrible dream that I was having a dinner party and I went to the bathroom and while I was on the toilet the baby fell out. It was textbook perfect. It looked just like the 7-8 week old fetuses I see in the pregnancy books and movies. So I scooped it out of the toilet and held it in my palm. and just like that I wasn't pregnant anymore. no blood, no nothing. So i took it back into the dining room where all my guests were waiting and I showed it to them. I kept asking if anybody knew how to get it back in, but everyone seemed to think it was a joke. finally I heard a voice, maybe one of my friends, that said: "you're not pregnant anymore. accept it" and then I woke up. It scared the shit out of me and I couldn't fall back alseep. I hope it was just a ridiculous dream and not anything real...
I have my first appointment with the midwives at swedish convenent on Monday. I'm excited! I hope they let me see the baby and everything is ok. Lately I'm convinced that the reason my skin looks so good and my pregnancy symptoms aren't that bad is because it's a boy. I feel sure it's a boy.
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